NEWS FROM TASSIE

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(ivan here)

gila few days no internet =.x

orientation oso so busy..

but cant wait for next week, 'cause we get to build stuff already!!

thanks for all your prayers, and calls!

my aussie number is 0422763451...call me! xD

my mailing address is Unit 4, House 14, Plumer Street, 7248 Mowbray, Launceston, Tasmania, Australia. =D

yeah xD

people here are fun xD friendly...alot of parties o.O

and drinking.

and i met Samuel Lim, from SIB heritage!!

and...yeah, Malaysians dominate here xD

i'll post again when i can!

hopefully with pictures =.x

i love you guys.

Hey guys, ivan here...

remember my post about me "leaving to uk"?
-->http://gcreloaded.blogspot.com/2008/09/goodbye-farewell.html

jeremy koh(partner in crime), remember how you thought i was really leaving to uk and our plans(to surprise tammi on her birthday) were cancelled?

that's cause i put my heart and soul into that post, and i really meant it.

i wrote it as if i was really leaving.

except i changed afew...minor...details...

and now i really am leaving...

to tasmania...

and i just wanted to tell you guys that that post was real and true, and from my heart.

i'll be leaving on the 11th of February to KL first...

then to Australia on the 14th...

bye...

i love you guys.

INTERCHURCH PRAYER MEETING

GUYS!! (ivan here) there's an interchurch prayer meeting tonight at Kyrugma house at 8-10pm!!

and there's an interYOUTH prayer meeting incorporated into it xD

praying for MALAYSIA!!

i'm going =D let me know as early as possible if you need transport, jeremy koh and i will see what we can do..

goodbye, farewell

uhm..ivan here yeah..

uh..i'll be leaving to uk on the 25th of september..

studies...

yeah..

talk to me if u wanna know more..

(i think not so good to post details on the net o.O)

you guys...the youth...the church..the uncles, the aunties, the tai kors, the tai jies, the sai dis and the sai muis..have been a source of warmth, a source of..'ohana. (xD very cheesy, but i mean it from the depths of my heart.)(LOL i just learnt that "'ohana" is spelt with an apostrophe in front o.O 'ohana =D)

"ʻOhana means family and family means nobody gets left behind. Or forgotten." -Stitch.

Wikipedia: Part of Hawaiian culture, ʻohana means family in an extended sense of the term including blood-related, adoptive or intentional. It emphasizes that family and friends are bound together and members must cooperate and remember one another.

adoptive, or intentional.

maybe i'm both xD
hmm...the church didn't adopt me, GOD did.(and so, in turn, the church did xD)
AND it was intentional o.O maybe more God's intention than mine o.O

WAIT!!!
BLOOD related.
JESUS SHED HIS BLOOD FOR US ALL TO BE CHILDREN OF GOD!
=we are blood related :D

well..bye kor kor jie jie di di mei mei! (and uncles and aunties xD)

i love you guys.

=') i am gonna miss you guys so much.

Please pray!

-for my friend Chong's cousin, let's call him Hou. He has been kicked out of his house by his family for mixing with the wrong crowd. please pray that his father will forgive him again(already few times), and again and again and again if neccessary, because the Lord calls us to forgive our brothers 77 times(eh guys, u reach 77 times hor, 999999999999 oso u can forgive edi lo...7 times oso hard to reach no need 77, that verse has spoken to me of the unforgiving hearts of us humans...). Also pray that Hou will come to know Christ as his personal Lord and Saviour.

-pray for Chong as well =D www.camperwen.blogspot.com <--chong's blog, got part of his cousin's story. read read read!

-There is a very huge hurricane out there named Gustave, but it won't hit Florida, instead it is aiming at New Orleans, where Katrina hit 3 years ago. Please pray for calming of storms.

-pray for ourselves, that our faith in the Lord will grow. it was only after i talked to chong that i realized that had i shared about my faith earlier, i might've helped earlier. at the time, i thought chong wouldn't open up, and i was wrong for assuming.

The hand strikes again!

and again..

and again!

i got carried away xD

xDxD

Blessed Birthday Tanya xD

the bird thing, updated

okay, i went to fetch my sister, and i just got home..

birdy gone, feathers still everywhere o.O

hope they don't trace it to me xD

Tuesday, September 2nd, 4.05pm.

Today...

I(ivan ah. very confusing in this blog cos have to scroll downnnnnnnnnn to see who post one) HAVE BECOME A PIGEON KILLER!!!!!!!!!!!

well, i dunno if it died la..

is all began with my mum asking me to send my little sister to tuition....

*flashback*

(p.s, my sister's tuition hafta go past ailyn's lorong there wan ah..)

(drawings are(partially meant to be) messy, and i (partially) apologize.)

i had already sent my sister to tuition, and was making my way back home,

when i saw a pigeon fly onto the road in front of me.

so dumb oh =.=

it was looking AWAY from me.

that's the exact drawing i drew on msn messenger to show jeremy koh xD

except for the arrows and the text..

but yeah the pigeon was looking away from me..

i thought

"ceh sure fly away wan lah"

so i didn't stop, just slowed(slew?) down..

and then the birdy dissapeared behind(or in front of, depending on perspective) me bumper,

and for a moment i thought "see fly edi bah"

and then i heard

*tok*

*piak*

and then i looked in the mirror..........

and saw a mess of feathers!

for a nanosecond it was funny, until i saw the pigeon fidgeting there!

ARGH!!!

but from the sound,

i don't think it was it's body that went under the wheel...

(it would've been a "pop")

most likely it's wing...

i just hope it wasn't it's head o.O

*cries*

and then i drove home at 90km/h on average(till me oso omos kena ran over), and told my mum and sister....

the worst part is,

I GOTTA GO FETCH MY SISTER HOME AT 6!!!

i'll let y'all know how it goes.

i bet tanya will gasp xD

The best times in my life,

i spent with you guys.

the worst times in my life,

i held on to you guys.

God has blessed me

with this family.....

the question in my mind,

that pops up after the high

is "do i belong?"

the voice says "regular outsider!"

my heart cries "no!"

and yet i see

possibility.

- -

i do not know when it started. all i know is everytime i have a good time with you guys,

i end up going home thinking..is this real?

am i one of them? really and truly?

or am i kidding myself.

there was a time where i truly believed i really belonged.

..wasn't there?

i know i have changed.

the ivan i used to be would never reach out for help.

belonging or not, i love you guys.

leaving you guys when the time comes..

will be the hardest thing ever.

saturday nights when i see you guys,

the rest of my week dissapears.

and yet there's always a loneliness.

why am i even typing this.

should i even post it up?

am i being selfish?

sigh.

GC youth is the best youth ever.

whether i am one or not.

='D

sigh.

REVELATIONS OF HELL

http://spiritlessons.com/Documents/7_Jovenes/English_7_Jovenes_Hell.htm

nick pang gave me that link.

it is scary, to say the least.

it is the account of seven people's experiences when the Lord brought them into hell so they could come back and tell us.

(only six testimonies are there cos it was translated and the seventh dunno y dunhav)

i do not know what to say.

read it.

sorry for wasting space.

i have a very important post that can't come out because i'm mad at a very silly stupid little thing.
invisibility.

help..

need saturday.