helloo~~~~

hey all,

sorry i havent reli updated myself for quite some time. well im back in kl. uni just started and i've got presentations to prepare for already!! but this is uni. things have been pretty tough for me this sem...finances are super tight and worse, books are extremely expensive!! rm290 for a book?? gila!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! second hand books arent that cheap also so its pretty stressful just to get hold of good books.

i just attended prayer meeting last nite and the worship reli smacked me in the head. you know how it feels when u're at the tip of falling from all ur problems already n somehow u just forgotten about God's love n grace for us..then u just never bothered to rely on Him?..or sometimes u just feel like, its so hard to believe that God can make everything possible in His ways when the situation in front of u seems so wrong. that was how i felt. i just couldnt tell myself to stop worrying n let God do His works...i was so...worried!!! then as we sang the praise songs...it says

alive, in you we're so alive.
with new hopes in our hearts.
for the freedom that u gave,
yea the freedom in our live,
our lives have been redeemed,
by the beautiful blood of christ,
so now we come to you, and now we worship you.
you make all things possible, you reign victorious.
all our voices sing, all creations bring,
the adoration for the king who reigns in glory.
behold the one who's making all things new.
for we have been redeemed, we have been set free
and you are all we need.
so now our lives wil shince for all to see!!

friends,isnt it so amazing to know that we have a God who can make everything new n that we can always always have hope in Him? i just felt i needed to share this with u all cuz right now, im at a point of falling...falling realy bad n hard but that song lifted me up again. im really gonna believe already...believe that God can work miracles...im anticipating for all the surprises tat He will show me as i rely n trust in Him.

i know this sounds so....Godly...like God this..God that..but i cant convinve myself that there's anything more powerful than this. let us reli learn to put God in everything in our lives and surely He will make a way for you :)

i love you all...im hoping that you all will continue to grow..grow strong and faithful in Him. remember that God is just there right beside you.....

take care all...continue to pray for each other ya :)